Its a madhouse here. I am fighting a losing battle. But its worth the attempt.
For now, studystudy.
Throw 'em down the drains Chuck 'em out of the door Keep the lids on 'em
11:02 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Phone, where art thou?
Ifyou are not-prepared-for-Mid-Years-and-you-are-very-worried-and-you-know-you-are-doomed, Clap your hands. If you are not-prepared-for-Mid-Years-and-you-are-very-worried-and-you-know-you-are-doomed, Clap your hands. If you are not-prepared-for-Mid-Years-and-you-are-very-worried-and-you-know-you-are-doomed, and you really want to show ir If you are not-prepared-for-Mid-Years-and-you-are-very-worried-and-you-know-you-are-doomed, Clap your hands.
10:30 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
My dreams, all shattered. My hopes, all crashed.
ohh, how morbid. I will diminish, and go into the West and remain Ashraf.
9:50 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
depot road was lmao. haha. 5 frigging hours in the cold, wtff. and yeah, blood was spilling out of my wound hahas.
I had a real motivating dream last night, it was a mix of everything; horror, suspense, etc. and I shall try to reduce computer intake. and chiongggg for A levels.
8:49 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Monday, June 22, 2009
Come, come away to Neverland.
Sacrificed the night just to finish, if not the best, but certainly the most sincere Dad's Day gift. At the same time, watched Lavender, Waterboys and PETERPAN! haha, so wthh. I shall try to write a book one day based on the events in Lavender, and call it Scent of Heaven.hahas.
Aim to study productively later on! ((: and Im praying real hard theyre gonna give that 7 days. I so badly need it=/
Im getting real good at this. but the camera's not doing any justice.
5:06 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Sunday, June 21, 2009
My hair got stuck in the mini-fan when I was playing around with. What a waste of good damn hair.
12:12 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Friday, June 19, 2009
omggg wthhh I am tempted.
9:40 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
2 days with Fatin = Pure fun
Yesterday
Supposed to be studying, but ended up getting distracted. Starbucks is awesomeness, and HC is heaven. We ended up singing, making fun JV, laughing at the guy beside us and just being ourselves. Hehs.
Today
Gave up halfway, and just went around doing stupid things till our feet hurt, our heads ache, and our stomachs rumbled. I have a splitting headache now, damn naseuous and feel like sleeping.
Okay, Im really grateful for this h1n1 epidemic now cause it might give us more time to study for the MYEs. I am really getting no where with my revision. And I kinda wished I had chosen to go to poly instead.
But if I did, I wouldnt have met so many wonderful people.
P/s, borrowed Peterpan, cause someone reminds me of someone.
9:32 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Unreplied sms-es. Sigh
12:05 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
WE HART TVXQ. haha. okay. wthh. thats uncalled for.
Today. studied at t3. did quite a bit of work, moved to esplanade library, did more work. walked around suntec, looking for the non-existent IT fair which ended yesterday (we swear we didnt know!) walked around suntec some more, lamenting the lack of moolahs to shop during the gss sale, did crazy things in carefour, walked till our legs rot, listened to live piano/violin performance, cam-med pathetically even though there's only the two of us, jaywalked like lunatics in fron of the esplanade, walked up the steps to marina square to get coins, only to realize I had coins in my pocket all the while, walked all the way to the other bus stop and went home.
thanks Haf, for being such a great mad partner. I swear my retardedness is brushing on to you. you know you want it hahaha.
I feel so accomplished, to have finally started reading my lecture notes(: someone told me that forget the fact that its 2 weeks to midyears and Im not prepared yet, but rather just start studying with the As in mind haha. I suppose its credible advice, since that someone got a ABBB, and claiming that he hails from a lousy jc. ya rightt.
3:58 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I wonder how it felt like, announcing that 10k dowry. Whoo~ Rich people, rich.
FIRST STEP TO PASSING MY MIDYEARS: ARRANGING MY NOTES.
Whatt an achievement. Arranging a3 pile of notes after waking up at noon is no easy feat, but it's done-able! Lol. Next step, will be to start studying. I wonder if I can even make it. And the pressure's not turning me into any diamond or anything, its causing me to seek solace in other things. Bah.
Holidays tend to make me forget that I have school. And there's no wayy I'm ever going over next-door to get a bride, no way. I am not embracing my roots that way.
1:18 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I am so freaaaaaaking screwed, sobs. Lost all motivation, and the phone wallpaper thingy is not doing any good.
On a brighter note, I woke up earlydidnt sleep last night and went for a run around the neighbourhood. Came back sweaty and sticky, I wished I hadnt bathe when I stepped out of house haha. Ran the first round, but walked when I reached Primemart haha.
And I discovered that I have two teeth hidden underneath my inner cheeks, one on the left and the other on the right, and only like, part of it can be seen cause its covered by a blob of pink gooey stuff.
There's a PSP at home now, and Patapon's really got me addicted. The new R4 has been updated with FE: Shadow Dragon and all the action replay needed. I've got 2 requests for the name band. And there's a wedding event lasting from tmr till Saturday.
In other words, I am pretty, freaking screwed for Midyears. Should consider moving out and renting an apartment.
patapon, patapon, pata, pata, pon, pata.
10:57 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Sunday, June 07, 2009
met up with fatin and syeda to celebrate fatin's birthday, even though its tmrw. she cried when she saw me, cause she didnt expect me to be there. lol. glad to know I made such an impact on someone's life. but then again, we've been friends for 6 years now lol. very, veryy close friends. trust her to disappear after that incident. oh well. at least things are patched up now.
had our share of laughter, fun, crap, joy, laughter, insults, jokes, camwhoring sessions, and more laughter! omfg, I so miss them, haha. and yes, I was the one who was urging everyone to take photos. lol. too bad I dont have my own camera or I'll go crazyyy.but I really laughed my heart, guts and intestine out. zomg. haha. it was just mad.
fatin's stories always make us realize of how fortunate we are sometimes to have a family, if not perfect, at least that can be there for us to give us the support and backing we need. she's gone through a lot, as Ive seen for the past 5 years. Ive accompanied her from one house to another, draggin her belongings. Ive seen her brave tides. Ive seen her gone through shit from everyone. Ive seen her being fall, then pick herself up again. and Im glad that Ive been there for her when I could(:
so, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SRINURFATIN! we're 6 years, and going strong(:
the highlight was the day was wehn we stood outside the velocity shop thingy while waiting for 21, and singing 'Im Yours' over and over again, prompting syeda to record us. but she didnt. drats. haha. so we moved on to random hellogoodbye tracks, before settling on this old malay classic. hahaha. so attention-seeking. lols.
and when I reached home, my close-to-fairytale-like day was perfected when fiz finally came online. its like all the important people who have been missing in my life suddenly decided to turn up again. zomgzomgzomgzomgzomgzomgzomgzomg. so I had a really perfect day today, and it feels like a dream. haha.
sadly, Ived got to wake up from this dream cause there's school tmr, and theres a chem test and the last time I touched my chem notes were the last lecture. bloodyhell. and there's a stain on my new bag where the bottle spilt water. the white's turned yellow, wtfff.
im yourss
11:40 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Friday, June 05, 2009
What started out as a bag initially turned into a bag, jeans, and a shirt. lols. I saved for the bag okayy. 2 weeks worth of starving in school, dieting on biscuits.
Wanted: Slavedriver to force student to study for Midyears. Negotiable wages, flexible hours. Ability to converse well in English is a must. Good looks' a plus. Interested, please leave contact(:
The esplanade library should ban me from borrowing anything. Just today, I brought home Nausicaa, Kiki and Totoro, plus a few other scores. haha. Cmi.
11:57 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, June 04, 2009
I wanna go watch Coco avant Chanel. and JPBC. and Dance Subaru. and so many more other movies. raawr.
freaking fatin disappeared just like that, and have now resurfaced again. haha. its her 18th next monday, and Im sudenly invited to her birthday celeb on sunday, with syeda. she's deaad the moment I see her.
Im in love with disney. and I woke up smiling this morning(: sighs.
11:57 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
I promise to not skip anymore Econs lecture(:
11:41 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
sadly enough, my memory was triggered and I was hoping it was the right person. I think it was haha. thats why you suddenly disappeared. damn you haha.
gp paper. ahh, screw. what the hell is civility and all that other stuff? I swear the only thing I could relate to was the vulgarity part. haha. and paper 1? lost track of what I was writing halfway, so, I am in dire need of a miracle.
lols. threadless tees are nice, but theyre ex despite the 5bucks gimmick. thats 14bucks once you ship it here, and converting that to our currency, its about 42bucks. Id rather save for a bag. lols.
MOVING ON!
p/s; watched this chinese film 我的最愛, haha, the ending is so melodramatic!! omg. stoopid guy who didnt learn from his lesson. and the other poor guy has to suffer and die! lols. bitchy ending, but oh well.