Sunday, May 31, 2009
watched boys over flower, FINAL, the movie. they were showing it on MaM.
paid the library its dues, so now Im free to borrow stuff again. brought back 5 scores and 2 books. I shall try to return them punctually this time around, seeing as the new library policy does not allow any loaning of items in the event of any fines. bleahx.
Our Jeremy Sumpter
Peterpan in modern Neverland
Concrete walls and midday heat
Strolling from theatre to theatre
Hook's in his lair, urging us
Voice over the P.A. system.
Redhead's been eyeing
That smile which kills
And eyes that charm
Recall so subtly
The back of your head
and your voice, which ..
Have you realized,
or still continuing with the charade
Feigning ignorance
Pretending, acting dumb
Misleading,
Here's an ode to one
Who goes gaga over dances
Over money and honey
Brown eyes, fame and poker
I can't read you, paparazzi
xoxo xoxo xoxo
random, and out of the blue. but, being a lit student as I am, it's not as simple as it seems haha. and no, i'm not trying at being your next dan brown. ohh but Ive got to say, julia navarro is an excellent writer. Ive already read two of her books which have been translated into english, and theyre commendable.
12:17 AM
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Friday, May 29, 2009
I love fridays(:
i dreamt of a dream in a dream during the night. kept waking up cause my brother was conveniently kicking me from below. wtt.
renmeng is a fun badminton partner! hahas. I shall help you to learn malay lol.
and i totally think malay couples who run to the library, sit in the corner and start flirting with each other like as if they are the only ones there should be BANNNED from visiting the library.
studied after school. haha, they are so inconsistent lol, changing their minds every 10 minutes. stayed on with hafidzah to finish up all the work, then I ran! 13 rounds today! yayy. but people were blocking the track. sobbs. go play your ball games somewhere else laaaa.
my official blog title on the dashboard is rather crude, as I just realised.
finished downloading RECESS recordings. I am vey sadd. the solo in endless love is not that audible, but needless to say, that song still gives me goosebumps. hahas.
my love, there's only you in my heart~
emo much.
p/s; angels&demons was lovedd. yeah, they altered the plot and cut out a lot of important parts and characters, but the whole movie still rocked. ehh, Ive read the book ok, in fact all of dan brown, and Im waiting for the solomon key. I got goosebumps watching it. its so much better than shtty da vinci code the movie. haha
11:21 PM
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
I basically pig-ged on food today. briyani. biscuits, yoghurts, instant noodles. simply eating non-stop. and now I'm as full as I-dont-know-what. wheww.
but you cant blame me cos I'm only 45kg. thats, like a dip from 48kg.
walked around tampines1 for the third time, second time this week. this time around, I was with my mum, so I kinda got her to get me those name bracelet thing from the disney store. yes, I admit I led a deprived childhood. the only thing I remembered from my past was lying stomach down in front of the door, wearing nothing except for my briefs, and reading the newspaper. haha. and I really need a new bag. the bags from japan are cute and nice, but they're wayy to small to fit all the stuff Im bringin to school.
theres like, the green japanese umbrella, personal organizer, over-sized tumbler, set of extra clothes (just in case I run after school, which has not happened for two weeks already!!),two pencil cases, GC, a4sized notebooks, box of salonpas, packet of panadols, notes which I cant stuff into my overflowing file which needs organizing, usual 2 packets of aspen yoghurt bar which I always give away, either a box of cereals or a few packets of biscuits, container of sweets, and the iPod which I can never leave home without.
and when there's pe, there's still the towel and the red bag of toiletries. and not forgetting extra sets of undergarments, socks, whatevers. ohh, plus the shoebag which I try to shove in between the notes.
its like 16 things on a normal day, and close to 20 on tuesday or friday. into a friggin small bag which will bulge so uglily. urgh.
11:17 PM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
sigh, sobsob. I give up.
gp paper's next week=/
after which, i shall devote my entire life to studying throughly. i want to pass, badly=/
3 weeks of no school. got to find myself another source of motivation to keep on going, temporarily.
anyway, triton got 5th for colosseum. heck, I know the cheerleading people really put their heart and soul in to the dance segment, so even though it really matters, its alrighttt. we've seen your hardwork and we acknowledge it. like they said, you can't be at the top for too long. at some point of time, youve got to step down, take the back seat and let other people get the glory and honour. and then, you take it back from them.
I'll be catching angels&demons tmr, alone I suppose hahs. consider it as a treat for getting an S, my first non-U grade for chemistry test, throughout my whole 1 year plus in mj(:
sigh.
11:11 PM
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Monday, May 25, 2009
everybody's pms-ing at home. wtff, how am I even suppose to do homework or studyy like that?
evening well-spent. soccer match was exhilirating. I admit, its the second live soccer match I've ever watched, but it was fun. all the shouting and cheering, I was convinced that I already lost my voice, but dang it came back hahas. seem like as if I swallowed a whistle when I was young. yehh, then after the match, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG hahas. but anyway, after that we went for dinner at lj, crapped throughout. I was constantly blurting out lame jokes as usual but oh well hahas. walked around like as if it wasnt a monday (it didnt feel like a monday!!) Im so looking forward to thursday lols.
OMGOMGOMG tmr! hahas. its nerve-wrecking(:
so mj soccer guys got 2nd. so? haha. at least they showed off excellent sportsmanship and I seriously throw my hats off for them, unlike some other people. did the vj handsign thing and came up with our own mj sign. lols. oh well.
11:03 PM
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FLORENCE MARGARET WATERMELON WONG JIA YI!
I hoped you loved the video, as much as me, qin and hafidzah enjoyed doing it. I hoped you were really surprised, seeing as how it was rather last-minute and not that surprising. anyway, yeahh. hahas. if I were to type out everything I feel like saying, i swear it'll take like tons of space, so I'll just keep it to myself uh. hahahas.
continue mis-pronouncing and mis-saying words! thats so jiayi, no one else can do it. hahas yay!!
my birthday's next people! *hint,hint* I want something surprising, awesome, over-the-top, fab, glam, surprising, shocking, out of the box, different, surprising, memorable, sweet, 'event-of-the-year' yes, I repeated surprising threeee times. or you can just simply put a ribbon on top of someone(: hahahaha. that'll be more than enough.
okay wth, jkjk.
12:06 AM
Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, May 21, 2009
*sniffs*coughs*sneezes*
ahh. bad flu bug. bad, bad flu bug. I missed the soccer match todayy. sadded. but i ended up following my mum for her evening jog. i swear theyy have the funniest jogs ever. it starts of with a walk to 207's excercise corner, where we'll sort of workout at all the machines. then after like, half an hour, they'll just walk. lols. walk home the long route which will take up to another hour.
but the best part was that we ended up sitting at the playground for quite a long time, just talking and gossiping. hahs. what joy.
i doubt it can last, lols. we are all so pre-occupied with our own commitments which has been thrown at us after we have gained our so-called liberty.
12:23 AM
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
' your hair and eyebrow is not the same colour, biiiiiiiiiiiiitch'
I swearr thats the funniest thing ive heard, in like weeks, after Ive been deprived of my daily dose of ever-nonsensical section (okayy, im th only nonsensical one, but heck).
library@esplanade is a good retreat. I diligently spent 2 hours there finishing my long-overdued chemistry homework, with no distraction except for this little boy, his mum and grandma. lols. saw razif on the way back and I swear he looks different; I was staring at him for a full 5 seconds, trying to recognize this guyy who suddenly talked to me.
school's been okay, but the mood's abit dampened without band. I tried to run on monday but there was heats. tried to run again just now but apparently both th soccer teams were practicing and the field wasnt empty (there was still a lot people!) so I ended up walking home. bleah. thanks, rapunza. but still, demonstration, demonstration! hahas.
em's th new love I guess. its been much appreciated now that I understand the working, principle and analysis behind it(:
tangan terikat ke langit
kaki terpacak di bumi
jasad tidak setaraf mimpi
12:00 AM
Auf Wiedersehen*
Friday, May 15, 2009
life can get really disappointing=/ but its not life itself which disappoints us. its ourselves.
hahas, why so philosophical. lols. anywayy, i almost fainted during 2.4 hahas. so unfit, bleahs. but i feel so productive after school, i actually finished 2 chem tutorials. ignoring th fact that a template was provided for one, i can vomit bloooooood looking at th tons of stuff i have to understand, memorise, and make second nature in emm, 5 months?
anywayy, here's a tribute to trumpets 08/09, mjcsb.
Yoko Evonne(Ono) & John *******(Lennon) `09
best section leaderr ever(: we all know who's behind th black veil. OMG hahas. we shall get you a comb and potato peeler for your birthdayy! lmao. continue swearing, cos you make swears cool, and burp it all out!! ms ongsssh:) i enjoyed being stuckk with you throughout th first parts hahas. (okayy that sounds abit wrong)
Anna Poi(Sui) `09
bus 21 partner! hahs. and th one who's thr most of th time for when i call for practices and section run! remember th shadows, during th run? lols. anyways, we shall strive for a dayy when we come right on time for th bus! hahas. please eat! eat th 3 months hahas, you-know-i-know rofl(:
Hafidzah(Albert) Einstein `09
hahas, all th long walks full of many shared secrets, tales, songs, MIDIs, woes, joys, sorrows and whatnots. thanks for actually 'stand'-ing me throughout!! we need to get around to seriously work out the machu picchu MV sehhh! it cannot be another say-only idea!! but TERIMA KASIH for being there almost all th time! XD
Donkey, Zy(Sh)rek, F(iona)WM, Puss `09
florence watermelon margaret(fwm)! omgawd! hahas, i daresay youre one of th closest person to me. everything also, i tell you first hahas. anywayy, please dont resort to flitirtion too much, make sure you have inirtia and stayy strong, dont indulge in too much vallina, cholocate or strawreby icecream, remember to warm down at all times, dont get too nervis, act prossefional, reduce your verbal abeau, and dont forget periosity! any that i missed? aww, i hart you(: dont eat too much prk.
Beauty Queen Liqinnnnn `09
liqinn-sannnnnnnnn! we love your camera!! hahahs. ARIGATO for all th section runs which lasted like emm, 45 minutes!! hahas, nice legs nice legs! prettty please eat more too!!! hahas ok, now i suddenly feel hungry. but anywayy, omgosh, i wanna learn how to play the piano too!! and th bags we bought at lee cooper in nagashima dream land? lolx(:
we may not be th best section or most improved or outstanding whatsoever. but we really kick ass, and we're cool for being sent out th most time! thats cause we've got out own yellow submarine!!
so trumpeters, anytime we hit a rock, or a fallen log that is blocking our progress, just remember that we've indeed been through worse. we've walked through th blaze, braved through th storm, bathed in molten lava, indulged in pain and emerged as one, in fact better(:
we've been through
`__sleep-stolen nights,
`____late practices,
`______sacrificed weekends,
`________pressure, stress and everything else
we came,
`__we sang(out of tune),
`____we (mis)pitched,
`______we tongued(still needs sharpening!!),
we laughed,
`__ate,
`____crapped,
`______emo-ed,
we slept,
`__overslept
`____slacked,
`______get chased out(countless times),
`________ran,
`__________missed the runs,
`____________overslept when we're supposed to run
we slept in lectures,
`__rushed through late works
`____made th band room our second home
`______saw each other everyday till we couldnt not meet
`________suan-ed and made fun of one another to th max
`__________ and became almost like a family.
so whats th next 5 months? anytime you feel like slitting your wrist or start taking panadols, or even emo on msn, just remember,
so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend.
even when all others have move on, i'll backtrack just to ensure you move on too(:
love, your ever, perpetual pain-in-th-ASS.
10:55 PM
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
omgosh. i feeeeeel so backwards in tutorials and lectures. like im still trying so hard to catch up and be on time with everybody else='/
if i could just stop everything to a stand stilll! bleahsaargh. this so sucks. omgomgomgomgomg.
can i camp in school? at least there's no tv, no laptop and no couch. and there're actually tables and chairs for me to use=/
:((((((((((((
11:16 PM
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
listening to the SYF recording can only do so much but bring back wonderful memories of th band. sighs.
stepping down is the harsh reality now. syf robbed me of my free time and without realizing, i willingly gave it. all of a sudden, my nights are free. my wednesdays evening are free. my friday evenings are empty. and i wont get to see section everyday. sadded.
wednesday morning came so fast, we thought it was still quite ago that we had 69 days to it. i was late-_- but i still made it. the euphoria of finally facing th day itself was undescribable. th pressure was unforgettable. and then we were already tuning and waiting outside th hall. that moment with ms sia joking around was something worth remembering. i can still recall the feelings in my nerve back then.
and then it came to F. omgosh hahas. evonne said she could feel th nervousness and th fear emanating from me. i swear, using an oft-used cliche, my heart was going mad and wild and it was something ive never felt before and it was something i liked because of th energy it provided me with afterthat. and as soon as we started, it was over. we camwhored outside th hall, went for lunch, camwhored somemore, and then went in for results.
the general feeling between liqin, evonne and me at that time was just anxiety and fear after they said we can expect lower. evonne was already crying ande i couldnt bother to do anything else. but when they announced that 'gold', i didnt cheer or clap. i merely sighed. but contained within that sigh was all the anxiety, fear, nerves, and months of arduous, torturous hardwork which required tons of sacrifice. (:
my heart went out to tj=s
and now, its already 2 days since 6th may, but it felt like another thousand years have gone by. band just now was moving and extremely emotional. th gift really touched me, a sincere artifact representing gratitude and appreciation that words can never express. thanks to sharilyn, vanessa and amirah. th video was ok and yess, i didnt cry hahas. but i almost teared up when i saw th photo that captured my momentary glory in japan. i could die for moments like that.
bbq was fun. camwhored non-stop. fanned th fire throughout, as usual hahs. im so gonna miss section, even if you people dont miss my crazy antics, lame remarks, retarded comments and below frequency jokes.
ive never been a good band member, let alone th best section mate or ASs you can get. but i hope ive tried my best(:
12:27 AM
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