If I could get something right now, I want a shoulder to rest on right now.
Boohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoo='s Wake up, wake up! running is no longer just a routine to keep fit. it has a metaphoric meaning to it. it serves as a distraction, like as if its a run away from everything. Void. Empty.
9:13 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Monday, March 30, 2009
Ive decided not to be a hindrance and continue chasing after emptiness, after what would never be=D
Im different, and I like it. so accept it.
Section is right. Only guys can be jerks.
And I failed chem, which was kinda expected=x
Loooong run after self-practice. Quite a good distraction.
9:57 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Ohhhmygod! Band camp was pure ecstasy=D
So I had Malay Lit paper before that! Wtf, I realized we had to write 5 essays before the paper. My finger was aching like mad for writing non-stop, and by the 4th essay, I was so exhausted I didn't know what I was writing hahs.
Band camp!! Hahahs. SO first day was like killing us all. We ended late but we didn't sleep at night lols, cause section was busy telling ghost stories and sharing lame jokes. I crossed the Virginity Line hahhahs.
Second day was quite fun. I went crazy during the Treasure Hunt with my group, and even though we came in 5th, it was fun!=D Sectionals after that was okayy, but tiring. Cause everyone was so sleepy and all. Then it was the BBQ. hahahahahasomg.
Thank you Mr Wong for staying at out pit. I felt really bad when he sat down at our pit and just continued bbq-ing food for the section but yehh=) You really rock, and JY rolls hahahs. Just too bad we got 1 pit for 11 people and some other section got 2 for 13 people. The skit was fun, I improvised last minute and did some weird things, which I think really humiliated me big time. Hahas. We didnt really sleep early that night either. Watched Koizora with section, but Pohyi slept!! Hehs. Sharilyn cried, and Amirah sniffed hahahahs. And I slept at the other side of the Virginity Line this time round wtf. *im not a virgin aaargh*
The last day was as good as the first two! There was wet games and I was wet even before the first game started. So I just sacrificed myself for the subsequent games and got even wetter. Its ok even if the group only won 3 games. We had fun, we did! But we didn't manage to take a photo cause people were always missing, and the only time we had a full group was during bbq=D
And it was over just like that. Back to life. Back to reality. So reminiscent of the last day of Japan trip=x
Pohyi, rest well and get your voice backk again! (me too, me too) Liqin, stay strongg! (jiayous!!) Jiayi arh, bitch lesser can? Hehs, but you really rock. and roll. (hahas kazuto!!) Hafidzah, go sleep, sleep, sleep! (your hair's reallyy freakky) And I think Evonne's one of the best section leader you can get.
k3Us.
7:49 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Just one more.
And then I'll fly free.
11:47 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I lost 3o marks for Maths=X There's this weird feeling like as if the block tests are over, even though I still have a paper on Friday evening, like so wt-no-life. Ohh but there's band camp after that.
So last week up till now have been full of semi-mugging and fb-ing. This retard quiz I took said I am was to die on the 19th October 2008. Theoretically, I am already dead. Gooood.
When life gives you lemons, you throw it back and demand for better.
9:00 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Monday, March 23, 2009
Good at: crapping. I stared at the question paper and the first thing that came to mind was, WTF is a recession? Anything to do with recess?
So I mainly crapped throughout. Hahs. I crapped finished the whole paper ok=D
I have a bottomless pit for a stomach. I am literally hungryy all the time.
10:31 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Plastic, youre so plastic.
Sincere is merely an embellishment, serving no real purpose or its true meaning.
Stop being an irony and a contradiction to yourself.
12:07 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Yay. Yay. Yay.
MBTs are finally starting. Which means they'll be over soon. Yeppps.
Which also means I am ultimately screwed. I slept after the run and woke up at 7, and Ive not touched my Econs notes. Awesome.
Thr runwalk stroll was *erm* haha. We were late, but it was still fun. The mass exercise section was all laughs but it was tiring hehs. We ran the last 100m I think.
Why should I give up now when I've not given up 9 months ago=)
9:35 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Sometimes, the very person you hide all your secrets from is the very one you can trust the most. And the very person we pin our hopes on and assume will be there for us all the time will be the very one that will disappoint us time after time.
But we are just blinded by prejudices, perceptions and narrow-minded presumptions to see it.
We call ourself modernised, liberal-minded and civilised creatures but sometimes, we are just like the very Nendearthals we describe in our history assignments. Probably more primate and ancient than them.
Studying alone can prove to be the most effective. Studied alone (yehh, loser) Macs@T3 from morning till like 3 plus before I headed to Esplanade library to return my long overdued book and borrow some more.
MBT can just go awayy. I cannot care less hehs.
11:44 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Friday, March 20, 2009
Almonds are peaches. Wow.
Dammit lar. Fb is super addictive. Boohoos.
I srsly need to go get study partner who can ton with me and study anytime. Hehs.
10:44 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I know what my last words will be before I die.
Cough, cough, sniffs, gasp.
Go figure. Whoever manages to decipher that will get the largest portion of the wealth that I will leave behind hahas.
9:41 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Wah piang. My head hurt like f*ck, and Im beginning to cough. Knn.
I know Ive not been a very good person, but is this the best time for me to get sick? Ive got MBTs to worry about, and the band camp to enjoy next week. And the mental thingy is not working. Wah-liaos.
Spare me please.
8:48 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I feel so helpless and tired and drained and exhausted and lifeless. And I actually slept the whole day. Omg. So not productive.
Woke up and spent quite some time doing the bottle skin hahs. It looks super weird.
Life should not be made so complicated. We should just go through every decision made and not have second thoughts about it, and also brave every repercussion that comes along with it. If we regret every single decision we make, then there's nothing left for us to enjoy in life. We would be spending every minute pondering why we made such a decision and what would the outcome have been if we decided on the alternative instead. In that way, we would never have peace of mind.
We should just enjoy life as it moves along, have confidence in every decision made and make the best out of everything=D
11:52 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Now I know why teach rate of change in school.
Its for me to calculate the rate of water entering into my body and the rate of water coming out, and figure out how much water I need so that my body remains hydrated and I can get well soon.
Please, please, please let me get well faster. Cause its not just the flu. Everything else is kicking in too. Aargh=X I always fall sick at the wrong times.
on a britghter note, i've gotten my passion card. hahas. YAY!
11:00 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Monday, March 16, 2009
Im not supposed to be online but wth. GP was hahas. Studied after school, till my brain cells died I think.
Hahas erm sentimental shits.
8:58 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
omg i think you really suck. are you like gonna disappear forever?
2:28 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Sunday, March 15, 2009
N29, the impostor.
I just pray that I don't fall asleep in the middle of the paper tmr.
Say. Not. Say. Not. Say.
10:40 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
With the aid of a telescope, you can see 7 trillion stars, four times the amount of sand there is in the world. Puts things into perspective doesn't it? Makes you realize and aware of how insignificant you really are.
I think its high time that we start appreciating our parents and being grateful and thankful that they are there for us. Cause most of us are probably accepting them as part of our life and thinking that that's how things are meant to be, and never once realizing how it would be like if they were painfully and prematurely taken away from us. When was it ever a convention or law that they ought to stay with us till we think we no longer need them? Its kinda painful to see how we have evolved to the point where we don't think we are lucky and fortunate to still have them around providing for us, answering to our every whims and fancies.
Stop being pampered ill-brats. Stop living in a fantasy where the world revolves around us. Come one, we're not Copernicus or Galileo to come up with such theories. The world can still survivie without us, probably be an even better place without our presence.
I dont know what Im actually talking about, but anyways, RECESS was fun hahas. Although I was shaking terribly during Endless Love andmade a couple of retarded mistakes, I still had fun!
Thanks section for the wonderful time playing together! Thanks Pohyi, Haf and Jiayi for coming down. and Thanks for the broccoli, the RedBull, and the attempt with the RedBull. hahas. Thanks Von and Liqin, for wanting to come in the first place, but couldnt. Its ok=)
I wonder what your reaction will be like if
12:31 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, March 12, 2009
To the core. Infinte. Boundless.
Hero. Idol. Look up to. Have never failed or disappointed. Still the best, still number one. Always will be.
10:56 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Insignificant half. Small. Negligible.
Thoughtful contemplations used to be rare occurences in the past.
Hehs. Ck is a bad influence. Stay away from him. He'll influence you to mis-read the lecture on your timetable as a break. You bad.
10:12 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Monday, March 09, 2009
Weird. Transition. Unexplainable.
Do you notice me? What if I said, I like you?
10:27 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Omg.
7:58 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Chiong, chiong, chiong. I love the adrenaline that courses through my blood and the energy that rushes through me everytime I chiong my work.
And its a miracle I can actually complete them in time. Ahhahs.
RECESS in 6 days time! Please come down and support us in our first every official concert. We're playing pieces like Amazing Grace, First Suite in Eb, Yesterday, March Blue Sky, and Endless Love (which I totally LOVE, cos I get the raised hair everytime we play it)
Okay, just now was like super retarded. Going back and forth like nobody's business.
I want to learn to play the harp.
Is there any poetic justice in the world? Or does it only exist in writings and figments of our imaginations?
12:51 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Happy Birthday, Ange.
12:00 AM Auf Wiedersehen*
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Hoho. I actually slept my way throughout Maths and woke up for the last 15 minutes of the lecture. Pig me.
Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay Theres always one reason To feel not good enough And its hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe Ill find some peace tonight
In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie Youre in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn Theres vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It dont make no difference Escaping one last time Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie Youre in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there Youre in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here
Too bad its rather hard to arrange it for band hehs=X
11:21 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Monday, March 02, 2009
Omgosh I have been a very productive person today! I completed my Malay essay (rather crappy ahhahs) in the early hours, went to school, actually finished the Economics test, did my Chemistry tutorials and assignment and actually passed my first ever CA quiz. Woahs.
Invested some money in a file to properly store my notes, which is the first step towards better grades! Here's to more organized notes lol.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIBAOYI!
M-18 sehh. There's suddenly so many things you can do ahhas. And dont forget your anti-aging products or your wrinke-removing cream. Hahahs. *Does the wipe window thing* Ohh, oops, I mean wave! Really apologize for the slipshod birthday quintet which didn't really go that well, but yehh. We need to start calling you jie from now on ahhahs.
I fell the sudden rush of optimistic energy. If only I can spread it and infect other people with it. Hahas.
The Lover Tells of the Rose in His Heart
All things uncomely and broken, all things worn out and old, The cry of a child by the roadway, the creak of a lumbering cart, The heavy steps of the ploughman, splashing the wintry mould, Are wronging your image that blossoms a rose in the deeps of my heart. The wrong of unshapely things is a wrong too great to be told; I hunger to build them anew and sit on a green knoll apart, With the earth and the sky and the water, re-made, like a casket of gold For my dreams of your image that blossoms a rose in the deeps of my heart.
K3U
11:30 PM Auf Wiedersehen*
Sunday, March 01, 2009
I had the sudden urge to post this.
Hey retard. Okay, sorry, hahas, you're not a retard. Anyway, I seriously have no fcking idea how I'm supposed to contact you since you just disappeared like that. Then again, that's what you're good at, disappearing. Hahas. I'm never gonna forgive you for the many times you'v gone off just like that. Or maybe, I've already forgiven you long ago.
But thats beside the point. The last time I had contact with you was on the 6th of January, and it was really abrupt and short. And you said you were gonna come online in another 2 months time.
I assume you're like busy with your life now, but I really hope you remember what you said to me that night, and that you'll come online again!